WANTED

Something is going wrong in my head for these few days..
Ahakzz...actually i was done watch "wanted" movie...
You know what story is this..
about some guys which like to kill people..
join bad gang..
and looks so cool...
and little bit romantic story but end of this storyy...
he was a policeman..
which the best recruit i ever watch..
im crazy about this movie tilll the part he kill all bad guy in this world..
funnyy and lots adventurer fun..
I love...love that..
but dont misunderstood..
this is hindi movie, salman khan act...
haha...funny ya..that i watch hindi movie..
not even hindi, japan,korean, tamil..
lots of movie...

those movie shown that how less in this world which we could find the best policeman with full of honest,...
less of good man in this world..
and lots of bad guys and cruel mean thing in world..
and mostly...how protective he is when he with his girlfriends...
everytime..there are lots of bad guys who harass his gf ..
he will be there...to save her..
not always in good time..
but you can look into his eyes..
how that girl meaning to her..
WOW!! Is there any man who could do anything for his gf without think about his life??

I love...love this story..
after read twilight,new moon and eeclipse novel..
Next...breaking dawn..i must buy it...
What happen to me for these few days??
Never mind ..those story make me happy!!
Whoooaaa.....

I hate this feelings!!!!

Today...im going to angsana..

Well he want to buy something at there..

I really dnt feel want to went there..

I feel hate and arrggghhh...

Nak tak nak..need to..

Well, both of us too hungry..and we went to McDonald..

Well2...i saw those people which make my feelings uggghhh!!!

 And well...the one which need to work didnt work today for her last day..

Oh ya!! Well maybe she have to replace me ..

so dats why..she didnt have to work today..

so how bout me before..

which have to work for 3 weeks but never mention anything to them

why its being unfair to both of us..

if they said im so lazy and not good work..

come on...i always make my best to do..

and my work always finish right away ..

mistake??hellooo...all people always make mistake..

dnt tell me that all of you never ever make mistake ...

dnt be stupid..

holiday..skip of work..

come on..never do that..

even i want to replace people or had something that need me to skip..

they always never ever trust me..

and their mind always said dat im going to meet my boy..

hello...how about her that want to meet her fiancee..

and when i want to be with my family..

for something dat all of you never understand or been in my place..

i never skip my work.. never except urgently..

For my last week of work... there are 3 days im on leave,,,

why??because i had 5 days leave(5 hari cuti yg aku tak dapat habiskan)

why i cant take those leave if i want...

and why all of you want to complaint and said im making excuses ..

what ever im doing...im doing excellent for my work before..

what is wrong with  them??

i never felt this hate before..

i dnt want any grudge..but i felt so sad and how could those people do that to me..

today are suppose the last day for her..

but she didnt work..sm1 else work..

and dats make me wondering ..

if they said she had to replace me before..

hello..i have work for 3 weeks before and need to work for my last day..

and why not her..doing that also..

how stupid and unfair of people..especially malay people...

why all of you being unfair to me..

ape yg dah aku buat smpai korang benci kan aku sgt2...

sepanjang aku bekerja..aku tidak memberikan mslh pd korang...

sepanjang aku jaaga booth..seinci pun aku tidak bergerak dr tmpt korang..

tp korang ..yeah i know u r senior..whatever u do..we never said anything...

but what ever i do...jadi bahan dan pengutukan bg mereka..

and everything i done is wrong..

even time rehat yg sepatutnya time aku balik keje utk rehat..

klu nk suh aku duduk c2 dr pg smpai petang..

mane waktu rehat aku..even tmpt tu berbayar..suppose 1 jam rehat ade kan..

kenapa???kenapa???semua salah aku????kenapa???

Yanan nk tanya kak why balik..kenapa semua jadi salah yana ??

did im look  stupid to u....hey!! semua manusia itu sama ..

jangan sampai kembali semula pada korang semua!!

sebagai budak praktikal..im suppose to be cooperate with all of you..help all of you..

but seems im like SOH CHAI..to u!!

aku tak berdendam tapi aku cukup kesal sebab menjadi  kawan pada orang yg tidak menghargainya...menganggap aku manusia paling bodoh dan senang dipermainkan!!!

mungkin itu aku yang dulu...tp aku takkan patah baalik pada tempat yang sepatutnya..

Terima kasih untuk semua ini !!!

To whoever

I know im wrong
i know im not a good persosn
but how could all of u treat me like this..

Last day, 20th i realize that im not so important to all of your heart..
when none of you felt sad when im gone..
maybe i didnt contribute anything to all of you..
not even money because of my condition
and none of you could understand my situation because all of you are not me..

Someone that i close to..
going anywhere with all of you..
eat, chat, jokes and even sad..
but those people dnt even sad and nothing expression on all of your face on my last day..
kak mar..seems so busy ..
ili, just smile and hurry go ....
siti just smile..
kak why...doesnt feel anything ..just said.."alah bukan ko tak campur dgn kiteorg lg"
how about if 2moro i die even i know i still lack iman and pahala in me..
but did all of you regret...
kak ain seems appreciate me..
kak maya and fad also even im not always hanging out with them..
but why those people felt that way but not people that i close to..
i felt sick to all of you..
i dnt knw is it rite after this that i hang out with all of you 2..
i thought maybe im too emo for everything but i think...
other people dnt seem so..
please dnt do like this to others after me...
Love you guys even you r not..
thanz coz being my fren...

SAD ENTRY RITE,,
there are so many story but i dnt want to write..
coz my head going to explode now..

Apis..is not here rite now..

something urgently about his work which he need to go to mersing..

and i had nobody to cry on..'

Please going back rite now..

I need you!!

so angry dat time..

20th is suppose to be my last day untill en faizal ask me about my last day..
he said my name still on duty for 22th..
so he said he dnt wnt to sit there alone..
im shock aik kak why tak tahu ke ak dh tak keje..
ok fine..i ask zila..and zila said..never mind u dnt have to go to work..

suddenly,...breakfast time..
zila said yana ko kena keje sbb ko kena habiskan minggu tu jugak..
klu kena jaga booth..kena jagalah..
i silent and stare her ..
dat time i felt all my blood running to my head..
i felt so angry and said to myself what kind of company is this..
my contract are finish on 20th..and why i have to work ..
sedangkan zila and siti is there..
i am so angry...and make me silent..and when i talk ...my voice is too serious
but i didnt raise voice or angry to them especially siti..
why others people they could understand..why not me..
zila said i cant expect that other people would understand me like her..
but why kak mar when she looks glum or angry and i ask them ..
they said kak mar mcm g2..
then when its going to be me..
no one could accept that...
is it fair.??
juz bcoz im new or im freak..
Then i know im wrong even i told fad dat i want skip..
i want they felt what i felt,..they love to attack me but they dont even realize..
but dat time i am so angry..dats all..
but then i think better i work..or it would be other people burden...
but today..im sori..i really cant work..
i know en faizal could nt come to work..
and is it fair i come alone when im sick..
and they said sick is excuses..

Betul kata someone..keje kt c2..
very hard..
nk kena tunggu org tu pengsan agknye..br nak percaya..
YA ALLAH..kuatkanlah semangat aku menghadapi semua ini..

what kind of persons they are????

To siti...
I want to clear my name today ..
when before this you had told kak why and ili..
dat i am lying to u..

I AM NOT LYING TO U...
ok..i thought dats is nothing..
juz something silly that happen to us..

One day..she ask my help to fax when im going upstairs to send thing to Puan Zodiah..
I said i didnt go to fax machine and just go like dat..
i am sorry..sometimes my head full of things dat i dnt even realize..
in my head, i always think how to finish my report..
is it wrong if im photostat in office..
or using their printer..
zila kata wtpe nk berbayar klu blh gune free..
im not blaming u zila..u just give ur opinion..
i understand..
then i just go upstairs and send those letters..
then i thought why not im photostat now because nobody at here rite now..
so i go to fax machine and photostat my things which i hold those things anywhere i go..(hehe)
sambil2 tgk kak sal punye fax...(sbb die ade suh tgk kan fax die)
okie..then suddenly siti came up..
i juz smile and then realize..
oh my God..i forgot to tell her..
then i apologize about b4..
i told her..that some1 want me to look for their fax..
actually dat time even few months in there..
im not that good...remmember people name..
and i said this..

sori..siti..sori sgt2..
td kak shida mtk tolong..photostat..

(sbnrnye photostat tu aku nye..and fax kak sal punye which i thought kak sal tu kak shida..)
Sumpah tak caya tanye kak sal..
rsnye kak sal..sbb kak ros yg bhg projek kan..little bit confuse here..
i dont want tell her the truth because i knew all people will angry to me when i told them bout my report..
for them i need to do those report after work..
Puan Morita had ask me b4 to do that ..dnt always focus to work only..
but after work little bit hard before..yelah tumpang zila..kdg2 die pun ade hal sndiri..
balik nk cepat cume after adik die tumpang br balik lmbt skit..
tp penah ke ak ngamuk ngn die sbb lmbt..
aku snyp jek cume kdg2 bg opinion..
aku tak blame die pun..
No one will understand me rite..

so then i thought its finish..
suddenly..ili said: eh ramai org bahagian admin takde ek..sume pergi kursus..
kak why: a'ah..
ili : en rashdan, kak mas and kak shida..

my head suddenly turn to ili..
i'm seems blur dat time..
then..Ya Rabbi...kak shida org admin..mati aku..mesti siti ingt aku tipu die..
ahhh...takpelah..perkara kecik jek..takkan nk besar2kan...

ok lor..i just let it go..(malu sndiri sbnrnye,,sbb slh org, malu gak nk explain ngn dorang..nnt slhkan aku lg, jd bahan disalahkan jek)

but then after recess...kak why said want to go to pos..
and ili said: jOm kak why naik atas jmpe kak shida..
i silent for a while..dah kenapa ili ni..
kak why blur2..tibe2..
a;ah..jmpe...ape tah yg dorang perli2..aku diam jek..
tiba2..kak why ckp..2 r padan muka...nk ape aku tak ingt die ckp..
kan dah kantoi...( wow dats hurt my feelings)

why dont they ask me directly..why i am doing this??
and i thought that is just a small matter and why siti doing this to me..
why she want to make people hate me..
and why dont ask me dat time..
kak yana..why u lying even im not..
what kind of person they are..
and again im sorry if i am not good person to all of u..
i am justt commom people that had my mistake and im sorry if my mistake irritating all of u..

and im so sori..coz i cant even join all of you again..
i knew dat all of you had think badly about me..
and telll all story bout how bad i am to our group like kak mar,bad, halil, khairul, zairol,kak lin..
its ok..im forgive all of you..and forgive me also..
IM BAD PERSON RITE..
i had no right to be all of your friends..

I'm so sad...

Today is the most worse day for me..
How embarass i am to my boss..
and how could others treat me like this.

2oth november - My last day of work'
But i have to work again 22th..
i dnt know why..but they said i have to..
dat is the rules of work..
even angry and had intention to skip..
ok fine..just go on..
which haffis said..just work coz afraid people will do something to me..

But then...today..i really not feeling so well..
3days before..my head spinning like crazy..
tp still tahan..well just few days to end this work..

THEN TODAY....my worse nightmare...
i call kak why to tell her that i couldnt come to work bcoz im really sick rite now..
feeling like to throw and head dizzy..
she didnt pick up when my sis call her..
Ok fine, never mind juz msg her or else they will blame me for everything..
After that, u know what she reply to me

Call Puan Morita sendiri,

sebab dia yang nilai report kau...

Peh, org sakit di suh call, bkn nk tolong..
Ok fine, i try to call her,
she;s not even pick up,
Oklah,...msg her..then she said today is my last day..
then, i think ok lah..but i really dizzy..cne nk layan customer..
dr smlm tak kurang..mata dh lah blur..
Ari tu apis amek ak dr umah zila sbb nk suh g doc..(gle ak tak nak)
but i think zila will think bad about..
never mind people always sangka buruk kt ak..

Then the most saddest thing in my world..
with tears and feel hurt..

She reply..

Nape last minit?

Kan 2day ur last day..

i just receive sms frm others said u juz making excuses...

Is it true??

How do u feel when u r at my place??
Im making excuses..
yes i had intention b4 to skip but today im really sick ..
and they said im making excuses..
why they really love to blame me??
what is my fault to them??
Astaghfirullah...bukan ke memfitnah itu berdosa...

Whatever pun i forgive them..coz no hard feeling even so sad..
but i hope they realize what they have done to me..
I know they hate me bcoz my face always look glum and aangry..
but i ask them back did i ever raise my voice to them..especially KAK WHY..
what i have done to u..dat make u really hate me dat much and not even trust me..
why u dont even know me 1st...
is it i am freak and not funny like zila ...
u really dislike me dat much..

Jaga booth slalu sorang2..
well kdg2 kesian dgn yg len sbb gaji utk jg booth shari cume RM10..
ok never mind..
Today..even im feel so sick..i really felt to tell all story that i felt in my praktikal..
that i thought i dnt even want to talk about..

Bile lah nk dpt keje ...huhu

Huh...bile lah agaknye nk dpt keje..

dah nak masuk 4 interview..

sume tak interest kt aku..

lack experience kononnye..

Mudah2an tak lah aku nyusahkan keluarga..

belajar tinggi2 tp tak dpt tolong mereka..

Hmpir putus asa gak lah...

Yelah praktikal dh habes..

takkan nk goyang kaki duk umah...

Nak cite psl interview..tp nntlah..(nk smbung tito)hehe

NEw StuFF..NeW TriAl Life

Ok guys..i need to sleep actually rite now!!

But new promotion for all my frens...

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Come and grab it..

coz easy and cheap stuff not every day in life..

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come and visit this blog..

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Dont be afraid ..

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Well...its seems like im trying in those business stuff

even im not that good..

But its my new life..

for new era..

Pic raye 2009

Observant pic tu all my fren...
even the pic tak banyak..
but it was a nice memory in my life..
last years nak dapat duit raye..
pasni kena bg duit raye ade lah..huhu...


Enjoy !!



My auntie with her family(pinky)
My mother green colours..smile always mum(u looks great)

My Big family...I love dis pic ..

aisey my father takde lak...

Funny pic of me..(in my uncle house..)
sungguh tak sopan duduk..haha..

p/s:jemput datang umah..

bile nak kawen???ALAHAI...

tahun ni banyak gak cite interesting..and ketidakpuashatianku.. tp malas lak nak taip.. byk sgt keje.. smpai report pun tak siap2.. 21hb dah kena present.. blur dah otak..

raye tahun ni pun little bit suram..
si dia tu pun malas nk raye..
dah lah...berbulu telinga aku asyik dengar soalan ni..
"YANA...BILE NAK KAHWIN??"
siap ade nk men rekomen2....
abe aku nak lotak mano pulak...

pagi tadi ...kiteorang kuar g carik umah..
peh dah step by step aku melangkah..
gerun gak...
mcm tak sangka umo dh nak masuk 24..
kejo takdo lagi.. g
atai nak kawen lak..
mane taknye..mak mertua pun dh dok tanye..
mak aku lagi hebat siap kata...umo die dah patut ade cucu..
gile ape.. aku ni dok tunggu kat umah..
konon2 tunggu tetamu tahun ni..
tp kawan2 takde lak batang hidung..
busy katakan..
bile dorang nak datang aku lak keje..
bosan lak tahun ni...
dahlah takde kamera..
so sorilah tak dapat den nk show out my pic..haha...

p/s:Sblm nak out ni..ade tak sesape leh rekomen den keje marketing...much better salary..heheh... to my lovely fren why:bile hangpa nak lawat aku kat jb ni???
datang r raye..
di jemput gak kepada sesiapa yg mengenali saya..(call dulu)..haha

ape lagi nk cte ek...takde pulak..nnt r den celoteh lagi..chow chin chow.. ni ade supper utk sesape yg nak tahu hidup den!




ni lah anak sedare aku..
comey cam makcik die..haha

ni family belah my mum..(spore)

ni lah angkara cousin aku sorang ni..
sume dok tanye turn aku..
sebab die dah ade anak..
aku takde sumbangan cucu lagi..

ni nenek ...mak ngah aku...

ni mak aku yg baju biru..
atuk and mak busu aku yg paling kecoh..

Eh lupe lak nak cite...
cousin aku kat spore ..
name farah,,,
pose ke empat terakhir masuk hospital..
angkara paru2 mengecut...
melalak mak die..
raye ketiga baru aku datang melawat...
best gle icu die..
ade tv besar lagi..utk die sorang jek..
ade headphone..
dalam hati ku..ni hospital ke??hehhe
puncanye...makciik aku ni terlampaulah sayang anak smpaikan klu batuk..
she's very curious and garang..
terlmpau jaga..nurse katakn..
so anak die suke lah tahan batuk..
smpaikan meletup...
tu yang peparu die mengecut...
sekarang mak die kena jaga farah betul2...
smpai peparu tu mengembang kembali..
sedih gak aku tgk kena beraye kat hospital..
apepun kak yana doakan farah cepat sembuh..INSYALLAH..

update about life..(to aizat also)

To my lovely frens...
Aizat Hazwani Mutaal...
Sorilah nothing interesting in my life right now which suitable to wrote about myself..huhu
Juz baru2 ni busy jek dgn keje..
12jam kat opis..lagi separuh time 2 sleep...arrggghhh..
Keje kt opis..tp pentnye mcm keje kt site..
Jgn katakan kite..zila pun sama,.
tp yang kelakarnye baru2 ni kiteorg asyik buka kt luar jek dgn akak2 opis..
aku rs habis duit pt sem ni..
nk tolak..tumpang zila balik..
nnt klu aku tak g..sape nk amek..
bf sendiri busy..dhlah tmpt ni jauh dr umah..(xsampai ati nk suh die)

Hah..ari sok PM Kamel dtg..
tak tahu lah ape PM nak wt..
kite tgk kan je lah..
fening pun ade..
keje melambak..tak tahu cne nk layan die..

Hah..pose tinggal seminggu...
tp umah aku satu hapa pun tak wt..
kuih pun ak tak smpt survey ingredients die..
(Aisey nk wt kuih ape ek tahun ni????)
Planning tahun ni nk rye ke muar..(lawat si noi,linda and why tp INSYAAALLAH)

Tp yg aku kelakar sume sbuk bising suh aku g check doc..
sbb aku ade mslh dalaman..
tiap2 bulan klu dtg bulan mesti 2 minggu..(hehe..sensor)..
ponteng pose lm 2...
dorang takut pas kawen ...susah nk merancang(gle r..keje kt opis..benda sensor sume out)

HOWEVER...jemputlah semua sahabat ku sekalian datang umah raya ni..
aku cuti dr ari sabtu(1st raya) smpai ari khamis ke rabu g2...
tak wt open house..
tp pintu memang open..
lai..lai...

Love u all muah............

Poem beautiful like our life...

I believe that laughing is the best calorie burner,
i believe in staying strongwhen everything seems to be going wrong,
i believe that happy girls are the prettiest girls,
I believe that tomorrow is another day and i believe in miracles

Everything happens for a reason,
People change so that u can learn to let go,
Things go wrong so that u appreciate them when they are right,
U believe lies so u eventually trust no one but yourself,
And sometime good things fall apart so better things can fall together....

p/s: Life is so short ...so u need to appreciate every things that happen in ur life..even the bad one..

Phase of Me

Well at least we try to be the best in our life...
Im always thinking bout money rite now..
how to make it more and more..
well in life , the things of life will give you means adventurer..
Well guys now im in the stake which really need my life which involve with work and work and work..
Im looking forward in helping my family..
buy father new car..mum new house..sister more...
so im working hard in UDA LAND..even my income just in that stake which never change..
never mind...
all things happen got reasons..

(PEMBUKA KATA JEK LEBIH)

Okie..hari ini ...launching fasa 5B kat pejabat UDA..
gle penat ak melayan customer..
tangan smpai nak patah ..tolong dorang isi borang..
dahlah tu mcm2 karenah..
Bukan senang beb nk beli umah..
ingt tu!!
so dr kul 7.45 ak smpai..hingga kul 2 petang..layan customer..
tepat kul 3 petang..
time 2 jaga booth kat plaza angsana..
hari ni ak punye turn...
zila esok..
Oklah dr tiap2 ari keje..
gle nk pengsan .,..
even agak bosan...
si dia pun busy semacam jek...

cte pasal launching..
this event a little bit interesting for me..
after me and zila diberi tugas utk mereka hoarding for our new projek..
UDA BUSINESS CENTER..
nampak gempak beb!
and event kali ni pun best gle..
pagi2 dh ramai datang nk beli umah..
tp byk laku rumah 1 tingkat lah..
mybe sbb 2 tingkat mahal dok..nk masuk RM 290,000
okielah..dats all sok2 ak try masukkan pic projek ak ngn zila ..(2 pun klu di approve)
and pic launching...
mai...mai..beramai..ke pejabat UDA LAND
beli rumah...heheh...

Saje jek....

Well ari ni not a good day for me actually..
too many consequences and challenges in my life which need my tears more than my laugh..huh!
family things sometimes too complicated rite..
tp nk wt cne..dats my life..
ok ari ni tak ckp byk sgt..juz nk tunjuk pic keje jek ..

Hah...to my lovely fren..
why...ak perm rambut ..
so skrg rmbut ak kerinting..
hehe..
nk tunjuk pic tak leh lah kat cni..
tak lah teruk sgt...
tp budak2 ni ckp comel lah..
(ooopppsss..perasan skit..)ahahaha..
so enjoy the pic..
tak amek byklah..
sbb dh start busy...
lupe lak amek pic time pelancaran rumah 20p..flat kat bandar baru uda...
Ok lah..chow...

Ni action jek lebih makcik ni..heheh


aisey...pkai blazer..nmpk muk lak...


me...zila and ili



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cntek tak baju ni..saje try

Ni BeTuL2...bUkAN cUBaAn

Ok for my next post is something bad and terrible..
but what can i say here..luck..
bcoz i dont like dat first words...
juz assume it luck ok??

Alkisah pembuka bicara..
kisah dibuka sangat mendukacita...
walau sedih ak terpaksa..
memberi pengetahuan kepada semua..

Hahah..
sedap tak..

Okie..first thing is about me and him..
which everything happen in this keramat day..
FRIDAY..which give trauma to drive for a moment..
me and zila plan to go to angsana to buy some gift for my anniversary..
which i choose perfume for him..
well angsana is to expensive and no gift at all..
and zila suggests to go to JUSCO TEBRAU..

after had what we want..(HUGO BOSS FOR HIM WHICH REALLY EXPENSIVE)
like flash...we drove back to work..
In while...me and zila had terrible experience and terrible day for this week..

Zila: Kewek..salah jalan ni...tp takpe lah..bo..leh..
Yana: Takpe, kite u- turn

Without thought anything, i gave signal and u -turn which after take a look to the mirror that HONDA CAR still far away,...and suddenly zila said..
"Kewek..hati2 kete depan"

Dushhhh............eeeeeeeeeeee..............

My car spin about 90
and my head bang to the window ..
Ok for everyone information..
Im accident again...
this time, Honda black car crashed my car...which my door..
and its hurt....
zila ok but not me..
feel trauma,,blur image...head hurts...(im crying like a baby dat time)
zila call her tunang and my boyfriend..
Meanwhile, without asking my situation..
the kelantan guy which im surely remmember his face for the rest of my life..
came to my place and said..
"Macam mana ni?mung nk bayar ke duit repair?"

i hate him..and while crying i said roughly.."sabarlah...tunggu boleh tak"

After my boy arrive, zila send me to hospital sultan ismail..which sucks doc there..
the doc yell at me when i cant explain my situation because my head still hurts..
after 2-3 hours in there,both of us go to city which halim and apis wait at there in police station..
Oh God...no one can understand my feelings dat time after the police which sarjan ramli said
" im guilty" and i had to pay fine RM300 and pay my repair by myself bcoz my mother insurans is 3rd party..
mum so angry at me..
but what make me calm..
apis and zila are most understanding person beside me..
and apis keep smiling and give the most wonderful spirit which i would never forget how precious he is to me..
then dont woryy..
the nice part in this story actually..
dat kelantan guy is actually from siam and had no license..
and actually dat car is his brother property..(BERLAGAK NAK MAMPUS)
(i love dis part when look to his face when the police want to tahan die..HAHAHAHA)
but he try to get rid of it..
but however..police try to help me...
atlast his brother so gentlemen to me and said he guilty for behalf his brother and will pay all my damaged using his insurans..
love dat..and a little bit relief for me..
but however..everything still in process and i had no car rite now..
kesian tak??
both car damaged..

tHEN bILE BaLik AYAH cAKap DAH kENApA bUDAK nI ...
nAK kEna Mandi BunGa ni..
AdA ke patUT..

However im tired now and my head still hurts..
and sorii ..coz today story is really long for all of u..
however thanz coz still be my readers..Muah...

P/S:esoknye..kete apis..pulak problem..huhuh...

Accident...oppsss

Ok...actually few days ago..
im having not really bad accident but still accident lah..
As usual...went to work with zila..
at same road..same time...not same day..
but today both of us diff..
suddenly we wear same colours...
black..the different between me and zila are clothes..
she wore kebaya..me wore kemeja..
macam berkabunglah...

never mind...wat makes me sick off..
not my fault..
im in right path or way..
but ...haiya..
dat day...im late WENT TO work...
but there are jammed in the road which need ROTI...
ok takpe..boleh lagi..
but when both of us syooookk bebual..
suddenly...bammmmm.......
the car..OH MY GOD..
white kancil bash my car;...right beside zila..
zila silent ..me silent..also dat kancil...
I COULD TELL DAT ZILA ARE NOT ALRITE(today she sick)

Actually from wat i saw...
dat kancil are from behind me...
give signal and try to go to other road..
everythings look fine but suddenly dont know from where this saga came from..
came from other planet and BANG dat kancil..
from left..
so triple of us...stop at the side to discuss..
ok wat can i say here as women...(i dont know wat to do...hate dis)
but u know wat..
i felt dat saga wrong...but he can said dat he dont want to go to police..
he want to settle there..
dat one i agree..but wat i cant said..
he said dat boy which drove kancil..
need to pay him..
strange...but why??
pity for the boy...
the boy promises to pay me..
but after i repair my car and give him resit..
he looks so pity and confuse and u know...(menggigil.............)

In the same day..evening..
apis suggest me to tell the boy to go to police because both of us think saga wrong..
i ask the boy..

Me: U ade license tak??
Boy: Ade kak..
Me: U ade bg signalkan ms belok?
Boy: Ade kak...
Me: U ade nmpk kete tu ke??
Boy: Takde kak..ms 2 kosong..
Me: I think u need to go to police..coz im afraid dat guy charge u to much..

Actually..dat boy looks so pity and i know dat saga should be blame bcoz i saw too no car behind ..
and everything happen to fast..
my car ok..juz remuk skit lah..
but pity for the boy..
coz need to pay me and the guy..
However..i dnt know if the boy follow wat i say...
i juz suggest ...

aLL Of ThiS hAPpEN BeFoRe My BeAUtIfUl And nICe wIrA DaMaGed...HuhU..

p/s penaja: BERHATI2 DI JALAN RAYA...AND PLEASE JGN BAWA LAJU SGT MCM SAGA 2...

u KNOW dat saga drive 2 fast...
which we cant saw when did he came..
after the saga bash the car...
he stop aside first.
but both of us cant...
bcoz suddenly lorry behind hon us....
Oh My...u know wat in zila head..
"nak kena libas ke kite ni?????"
but ALHAMDULILLAH..pnjang umur lagi kite..

hehe....try to imagine ..how scare us dat time..

alKISAH...mambang sebuah kesah...

Huh..penatnye..
mata ni tak dpt tertahan lg ...
tp leh lagi ak mengadap laptop yg agak ngekngok windows nye..
angkara nk tolong kawan..tolong melayu..
kite jugak terkena..
ok lah 2 len cte..

Cte ak ari ni..
ialah mengenai...hidup ak dan .....

Alkisah..
hari ni nk kata sedih ...tak tahu nk ckp..
nk kata kelakar...ak tak gelak..
nk kata gembira...mustahil and jauh sekali..

so straight to the point...
pagi ni ak g keje tnpe zila..(NOOR AZILA SUPARDI)
katanya die nk hntr tunang die pegi hospital..
everything's look fine even g angsana time lunch sorang2..
makan kt mcdonald sorang..
survey minyak wangi for si DIA pun sorang2..
(ari ni anniversary kiteorang..so nk sgt belikan hadiah utk die)
minyak wangi HUGO BOSS....(ok tak agak2??)
pas2 balik jek lunch..

kasut kesayangan and baru beli utk dinner grad 2 rosak..
UWAAAA....
angkara AIR.....
aisey..sayang gle..
dhlah kasut 2 cntek gle sgt(time ak jalan2...sume tgk kasut ak..haha)
konon2 nk gam lah kasut 2..
belilah gam gajah..
tp tak pasal2...tangan..kaki ak ..kena gam tu..(gle susah nk hilangkan)
petang 2 plak time balik...

tepat kul 6.15...
Kereta wira ku tibe2 mati enjin..
naseb bek smpt ke tepi..
So time to call apis(si DIA)...mintak tolong...HELP SUPERMAN!!!
yg ak tak leh handle...(jammed katakan..after 1 jam 15min br die smpai)
takpe sabar..cian die..(actually takut gle..sbb dh gelap)
enjin kete ak rosak...(ak dh fed up and tak kuase nk betulkan)
kete 2 pun di towing...
actually kete ak rosak time lagi skit jek ak nk nek fly over berdekatan dgn uma ak..
so kena charge RM50(MAHAL 2...)
even ayah and apis datang pun..
kete tu tang tu gak...
so dgn rela hati ak berkata...(i dnt want to ride dat car again)
serik....(dh 3 kali mcm ni...)
so end story..

badan pnt..sok nk bgn pagi...lalalala

1st day praktikal

Hari blalu begitu pantas..
Nothing interesting bout my life rite now..
juz yesterday was my 1st day praktikal..
ok lah ...'mule2 bosan gle nak mampus..
takde keje kan ..briefing jek keje..
then setting meja..
kenal2 staff..
dah lah 2 ...mau demam spruh maut ak..
mane taknye..sejuk gle..
kalah cameron ofis tu..
second day...ok lor...
ade lah wt keje skit2 td..
dah start entertain customer..
our asssistant marketing boleh tahanlah baik orgnye..
siap tolong kite org crk tajuk utk wt report praktikal..
yg menariknye...ak dgn zila..
so ade lah kawan..tak bosan sgt..
sok tak tahulah ape keje yg dapat..

story kelakar ari ni...

ak ade briefing kat meeting room ngn puan ain and zila..
die explain lah sume procedure keje..
tp suddenly mata yg comel ni berat gle..
lebih2 lagi keadaan yg agak sejuk...dan kata2 yg agak bosan bg ak..
especially..ak ni memang terkenal dgn sikap cpt tido klu dgr kata2 yg agak mendayu dan panjang...(2 my all fwens ..thanz 4 notice dat..hehe)
hahaha...tabiat dr dlu..
ape lg terlelap lah ak..
tak tahulah die perasan ke tak...
sbb zila sndirii tak perasan..
hahaha...

Ok lah sblm den nk chow ni...
nk wt announcement..
adek den yg nk kena bg cubitan 1000x stiap kali gaduh..
yg second lah..dh nk smbung degree kat UiTM melaka ..
dlm course HR..
and specially ..die dapat dekan sem lepas..
so sila lah ucapkan tahniah....
Utk kwn2 yg sering tertanya psl result ak..
sori..rhsia..hahah..
tp ALHAMDULILLAH....
pointer naik..and dlm keadaan baik..
tp takleh lah lawan encik alry kite yg terer 2..
k r..got to go..
dah ngntuk gle..
dhlah rindu sgt kt sm1..(bz 27 jam lah die)...huhu

p/s: Pic keje nnt lah upload k..hehe

Aku benci hidup ku skrg

Aku bosan dgn ape berlaku skrg..
ak benci..
sumenye menjadi porak peranda dlm hidup ak skrg..
ak ingin cepat pergi;....
pergi dr sume yg berlaku..
knape masing2 menjadi selfish dlm hidup ini..

KeS TmpAt KeJe

oK BERBALIK psl cte ak kt tmpt keje..
Well nk cte dr start ..
mule2 ak tak lah suke sgt ngn supervisor ak ni..
cm berlagak lah skit..
tak tahu asl..
rapat leh lah tahan ngn adik die shasha..
tp yg bestnye..kat cni ak start belajar cina and start bercakap bahasa mandarin ni..
even mule2 bengang gile sbb dorang asyik gelakkan ak jek..
peh...menyiraap..
tp lame2 ngam lah gak ngn dorang..

tp ade satu scene yg agak menyakitkan ...well...
ade satu kakak ni ..dr sarawak..
baek gle ak ngn die mule2..
tp tibe2 one day..duk lah satu bumbung keje ngn die..
ak ni suke entertain customer..
die tgh serve tp ak persuade customer surh beli..
tibe2 ade satu customer ni nak bebual ngn ak..
die ctelah psl anak die..ape2 lah..
ak layan kan smbil2 surh die beli satu jam yg agk menarik bg ak..
tibe2 akak ni blah mcm 2 jek..
ak dh pelik..so ak layankan customer ni..
smpai die beli 2 jam..

habis jek scene tu..
tibe2 kakak ni dtg kt ak dgn nada agak tegang..

"yana, kat sana vivi taak cakap ke klu kat cni cume sorang jek leh entertain customer.."
"tak tahu"
"hah...kat sini tk boleh.."
"sorilah, yana cume duk kt situ layan jek"

akak tu terus senyap..pastu upenye2 die ngadu kt supervisor ak
tak psl2 ak kena sound..
dlm hati ak..klu tak psl ak entertain..customer tu takde niat nk beli pun..
ceh sempat nk bangga diri.
tp nk nangis gak lah dat time..kena mrh dpn org ..
pas2 kakak tu dgn supervisor cm tak nak ckp ngn ak..
so ak jauhkan lah diri..
mls nk tarik custmr lagi..
ni sume angkara booss ak ..
die ckp sape dpt wt sale paling byk..die nk bg komisyen..
angkara komisyen..tak psl2 manusia nk bergaduh..
amik lah..ak mls lah nk bergaduh..
wt sakit ati jek..huh!
tp at last...tak nak tegangkan keadaaan..
ak try tegur2 akak tu..
nasib bek die layan..
dlm ati ak..takpelah...even kite tak salah pun..tegurlah
kite mane tau kesilapan kite kan..

Addicted...

Hooray im back...
ari ni cuti after 5 days keje ..
huh..
penat gle..
smlm kuar jap tgk wayang cte " Jangan Pndang Belakang Congkak"
Boleh lah tahan..kelakarlah gak..
tp yg ak tak leh tahan.
ade lah 1 couple ni duk belakang kite org..
yg geram gle..
org len pun gelak gak..tp die ni gelak kuat2 cm menunjuk2..
ape yg nk ditunjuk ak pun tak tahu..
pas2 sbuk bebual ngn gf die..
alah mcm adegan bebual dpn television..
Hampeh tul..

Okie berbalik psl tajuk kt atas...
addicted..
buat pengetahuan tuan2 dan puan2 sume..
ak ni tgh addicted beli baju kt internet..
dh gle agaknye cm kaya jek..
tp lawa gle baju2 yg dorang screen test kan..
haha..
ak br beli satu greenie cardy dr malaysia..
kali ni ak nk try tokyo fashion lak..
cm lawa jek..
cm tak pnh nmpk jek kt cni..
ke ak ni tak pndai survey..
hehe

gle shopaholic fashion ak..
nk wt cne..pas dh habes belajar ni.
br ak perasaan dat my taste in fashion..
gle hampeh..
even kekurangan dlm financial.
tp leh lak utk kumpul2 skit..
ahakkkzzz..

hwever...nk ckp ni..
rindu gle r kt korang..
terinngat kenangn kat uitm segamat ngn uitm mache..
muaahhh....

hMMM....

ade cte psl tmpt keje ni..mcm2 happen..tp dh penatlah.
sok2 je lah mengarang..
oh ya...he's back...
back from under the sea..
im so heppiii smpai nak terjun ke laut pulak..haha

Nothing 2 say...

Hello..im back..
It is such a long time i didnt blogging..
Okay..nothing interesting to start right now..
just baru2 ni im little bit confused...boreed..not in happy mood..
Taklah..moody..tp macam entahlah..
ape tah yg dok pikiaq 24 jam.
malas pun ade..
and miss someone 2 much pun ade..
i dont know why..
im not so happy right now..
i need something..spirit or i dont know..

Okay firstly last week is my bday..(29 Mei 2009)
Dah beso upenye ak ni..
dah masuk 23 tahun..tp perangai tak ubah2 gak..
dok tang tu gak..
im still wondering what i have achieve for my age rite now..
seems nothing
however..nothing interesting bout my bday...as usual..
memaang jarang sambutlah
kebiasaannya..my mum akan beli kek ..
and no present from my family rite noow..
sebab masing2 poket kosong..haha
its ok..i dont mind at all..
slalunye my sis akan bg surprise..
tp disebabkan die busy keje..
ak sendiri yg turun padang beli kek utk diri sendiri...
Huahuahauahuah...

so then skrg sbuk crk keje..
while waiting for my prac..
confuse nk keje ke tak..
klu tak keje ..takde lah duit..
well in my family situation..
i need more money to support myself and them
its so pity if i cant help them..
then my boyfriends is so busy rite now..
and keep talking bout work..
so pity to him and myself too..
hehe..
Ok lah nothing to say rite now..got to go..

p/s:ari2 format laptop..2 yg lame tak 0n9..

Need a little help pleasee...

Okie..now i got some opportunity to do business..
which actually my bf..
but the problem is both of us lack some idea whicch none in our head now..
so for some1 out there who are brilliant and kindness to share some idea or could help us out here..
please..any opinion which good to do business...
any idea could be consider..
we just need a little help here..
to improve life..
huh..name as marketing student but i still cant do nothing ...huhu
Uwaaaaaaaaaaaa....
help me...

Some of my friends suggest fotostat shop and dobi..
some of them suggest clothes and kristal..
cafe and bookstores..
so any more interesting which simple ...
Muahh love u guys!!

Important people in my Life

Ok Firstly i would like to introduce alll of you my small family members which

The leader of the family- Mr. Sulaiman Bin Hashim
Assisstant- Mrs. Khafsah Haji Kadir
Decorate family-Nur liana
Funny&sweetest- Nur izzah
Simple&sporty- Maisarah

There are my sweet family..which full with their own attitude but stilll together untill now.. p/s: pic ni kelakar skit..sbb tahun ble tah ..muke masing2 haiya.hehe.. tp nk wt cne.sush nk dpt pic my mum and dad ni

Now for the next level, im talking bout my big happy family which are my mother side..

Gambr belah kiri 2-pic afni and my sis..(afni is my father side-sesat lak)

Hah..ni my BIG family ..
Pic atas,my mak uda and her family..husband die lambat skit dtg..
Pic bawah ni mak busu and makciknye family..
Masa ni raye..i think the most best event in my family bile time raya..
rmai2 berkumpul2...makan sama2..membebel sm2..
Rya pertama besenye g umah nenek kt spore,
then umah wan(sebelah ayah) kat desa cemerlang..
Second day..g umah sedara2 kat spore rmai2 naik van ke konvoi kereta tak pun lori..
Best sangat!!...
Yang paling best sekali ..even dh besar gajah cmni..still dpt duit raya tu..
asalkan gue blum kawen..hehe
K lah..got to go..
dah kenal my family kan...so dats me!!

JOb Money..Money Job...

Bosan lak aku tibe2,...
Tu yg tibe2 bukak laptop terus blogging..hehe
Arini ak g teman my mother g giant...
On the way nk blk..
ak nmpk iklan jwtn kosong kt COOL BLOG..
huh...so ak try apply lagi...gle bosan ni..
tak tahu lah dorang nk terima ke tak..
ni msuk kali ke bpe dah...
ak mintak..takde gak org call.
muke ak ni takde muke leh wt keje ke??
huhu...

ade few reason why i need job:

1. Bosan yg teramat sgt ..sbb ak ni jenis mmg tak leh duk diam
2. Really need money..bile g jalan2..nmpk brg2 yg ak nk beli..tp tak leh..juz leh tercongok..
takkan nk mintak mak bapak lak..
3. Nak tolong parents lah..kureng skit beban dorang..seriously tak nak nyusah kan family beb..
4. Nak carik experience..Cool Blog seems interesting..
5. Dah nak praktikal ni..byk benda nk beli..(Kemeja, slack, bag, kasut,accessories, duit minyak keta lagi, banyak r...hehe...nak potong rmbut lg..isssyyy ak merepek ape lak ni..sume nk cte ke)
6. Adik ak sbuk mengendeng mintaak 2 mintk ni..tp ape ak leh ckp..sabar ek...(die mintak loket yg ukir nama kite tu..peh harga tak mcm terkujut ak..RM125...blh lah..)

Tapi the most important thing...i need money..hehe...
Ok 2 jek ...kata2 utk ari ni..
Nice to meet u..ahakkkzz.z...

Daily actvities...

im so bored rite now
but however..there are so many things that i could do and learn..
and the most best thinng i like..
is dance..
yahoo..time to learn all by myself..
especially when nobody at home..
my mum sleep and my sis work and school time..
so its time for me to dance..yiiihhaaa..
there are so many style that we can dance..
in tradition or pop...

So instead of dancing time..
im still waiting for my fren zila..
to bring me to pool..
i want to swiiimmmm...
uwaa...rindu sey nak berenang..
but well zila still busy..with her life..
so i cant go there by myself coz im not familiar with the place..

Ok well this is my schedule which i could listed it..

every morning pick my mother from bus stand..
tidying home..
accompany my boyfren to lunch..
still looking for job...(part time..bored to death..haha)
still need experience and money..
dnt ever goyang kaki in home..haha..dats my prinsip..
then sidai baju..
wait for my sister came back from school..
watching tv untill sleep..
lunch time in the evening..(hehe)
bath..bg kucing makan..
surf internet and watch tv..
wait for my second sis came back from work...
untill sleep...

then next morning..same daily activities ..
juz had diff extra actv such as jogging, dancing ,cooking(klu den ade mood lah nk wat)...
atau pun kdang2 time for spa..(my own spa...ilham sindiri r beb!)
yolah...walaupun den ni not in beautiful women in the world
doesnt mean i dnt have to do all those things rite..
juz dnt too much..
or people could call as gediiiixxxx..
ouch...hehe..

so dats all for today..
time 2 sleep...
take care!!!!

ahakzz..
do anyone had any tips or suggestions to make our life much better and more fun???
dnt be shy to tell..
im always here with wide ears ...

Im back to JB

Nothing interesting bout my life rite now..
Juz busy with my home..
Tidying all house..
especially my room..decorate..
Fighting with my sis all the time..
Bla..bla...bla..
Huh.. i think i need more exciting things...haha..
I mish u guys..

After dis..time to work...
work on with my new life..
i wish the best 4 myself..haha

mish mimie...

Ni kucing kesayangan kiteorg kt umah sewa..
cmey sgt..sbb die ni manje and sopan..haha..
tak byk karenah...relax jek...
nama die mimie..
nama sbnr suhaimi..
haha..
ape kejadahlah housemate ak letak nm ni..
bedal lah..
asl die fhm..huahauah...
tp die dh takde bermula arini..
one of my housemate dh bw balik jb..
nk jaga die..
huhu..mish him...
my fren sorang meroyan...
sbb rindu sgt kt die..
br jap jek td die kuar..haha
mimie ni nakal skit..
sbb suke gigit tgn org..
die dh pegi..
pegi meninggalkan parut di tgn kami...
heheh.....dh gle ak ni sbb market saturation dlm pale..haha
(pehh..ayat budk mrketing..)

okielah..chow ..nk smbung study balik..

2 days b4 my last paper

gLE2..ak ni dh gle agknye
dh tinggal sok jek ak nye paper,...AGRO FOOD MARKETING
tp ak leh enjoy up 2 d sky...
haha..

smlm me and my housemate g sagil..gunung ledang..
take some fresh air ..
and enjoyed the nature..
Besh,,,ni lah masanye nk habiskan ms ngn mmbr2..
bile lagi kan..pasni sume ade path msing2..

Okie..dh2 ..time 2 be serius...
yg penting..sok pas exam jek..terus blah..
nk balik..
dh mish my home so much..
jeles2...dr td asyik hntr mmbr3 blk ngn family..
ak ni dhlah balik sorang..
then kete full with package ..haha
penuh brg2 me and my sis..
lagi2 kiteorg last sem pulak 2..
so time 2 enjoy..
yahooo

p/s:mintak halalkan makan minum yekk!!and sori 2 everyone if spnjg perkenalan byk wt slh kt korang..terngumpat ke ape ke(eh ade ke..hehe)..hwever..mish u all..nnt contct2 lah ye..
aisey...sedey lak...

Pandai nye Parrot ni...

nice video for all of u...
This Parrot could imitate it voice like a baby..
haha....
amazing u all....

CelEbrAtIoN fUtuRe MarkEtERS

Bile dgr tajuk atas..
gerun ade ak ni..
ye lah...tak sangka dh nak habis sem..
tak lama lg nk tempuh alam baru ..
ye ye jek ak ni..
blh ke jadi executive marketing yg terbaik di dunia ni..
haha...
aisey umo dh masuk 23..
tapi perangai mcm budk2 lagi..
bile lah ak nk serius ni..
matang beb..matang..
tak lama lg jadi bini org..
eh takkan lah..

Tept 28hb..PM kamel pun dgn murah hatinye..
celebrate my class and student2 praktikal kt hotel pelangi..
belanje makan lah..
CELEBRATION OF FUTURE MARKETERS
not badlah..
tp si zila 2 mengantuk blh tahan..
sbb actually dinner tu little bit hambar..
tp dimeriahkan oleh para2 karaoke singer yg nt bad..
yg paling ak salute sgt..gitaris..and yus and hanina(betul ke ak eja nm die..)
nt bad voice..serius terpegun r jap..
tp jap jek..(jgn perasn ek yg berkenaan)

hwever...mlm ni kena strungle lg..4 next paper 2hb(SMM)
waduh2..penat deh,..
bile lah nk habes ni..sume org dh tggl 2 1 paper..
Tapi ak ...lg 3 paper..
cpt lah..
den nak balik ni..
bu...tggulah kepulangan anak mu yg tercinta ni...hehe
chow...

Ni lah pic bebudak kelas ak ni..
ade lg pic..tp nnt lah upload..ngntuklah..
dh lah nk tggu tp lm gle..
theme mlm 2 casual..
ak ngn zila tersalah tema sbb tak amek tahu langsung..haha
so wtever pun..sape yg amek SMM..
gd luck..haha..