Hypertension in my life now..

Uwaaa...poor me..
How can i do rite now?
Hate studies..
Of course not but how bout SMM which give me hard life now..'
I do many things to make the best in my assignment..
And however dis is our last sem ..
But however, one of our lecturer try to make our life hard in dis last sem..
What could i do now??
I want to improve my family better life..
but if he try to make me repeat same subject..
dnt he think dat he didnt help his own race which need to be success in life too
Why chinese can help chinese..
but malay cant help malay
I know i am wrong here too
we are late in sending the report...
I admit too
but how about him..
give last minute work and format
And add more things in the assignmet
which all the information are not as easy as you think
this is about company which we need many studying and analyse thing
takkan nak wat semberono jek
please help mee....
please...
its so hard and make me sick now..
Lot of money and energy i have giving in this assignment because short of time but see what he done to me..
Oh My..
What did he expect actually..
Are we too clever now..
We came to UITM and try to improve ourselves to be a better person..
if i am a clever student..
firstly..i would be DL all sem..
and i will not studying here but fly over to overseas..
cant he see dat..
i know he clever but come on give us a chance..
its not easy for me..
especially for a kind and type student like me..
i work hard so much in my life
but he try to ruin it..
its really make me mad..
Im sori mum..
i try my best..
Even my smile rite now cant cover my upset../
UWAAAAAAAAAAAA.....
Why there are still out there lecturer like dis??

Frens or enemy??

aku pelik betul manusia ni..
kdg2 ak rasa angin gle slalu..
nape ek bile org len ade problem...
kite slalu kena consider ..
even kdg2 ak siap tolong..
tp bile kite nye turn..
org wt dunno jek..
yelah tak duk 1 umah..
mane nk tau kesusahan kite..
kata ak mengarahlah..
ak tu lah ak ni lah..
sekurang2nye even ak mengarah..
ak tolong tau..
in the same time..ade benda tu ak wt sumenye..
juz being consider..
siap mintak nasihat org..
coz tak nak ikut perasaan kite sorang jek..
and now i give all of u opportunity to feel wt i feel..
but none of you understand..
come on..
i really hate it..
i try to be patient and most i hope..
try to be nice with all people..
but some of you never thought anything about me..
come..lets say..live with me and analyse my feelings and attitude..
now u know..
which i will tell all of you..
i never thought to be mad or give bad face..
sometimes my face is like dat..
and i dnt realize it..
and im trying to change it..
u know wat..
u will never know unless u in my position..
i had so many problem in the head..not only because of u..
but i didnt involve all of u..
but at list...think bout me...
i know all of you had ur own problem..
i try to understand..at list tell me..
then i try my best..
but dnt only like to blame me..
who i am..ur frens or ur enemies...